Okay, so its 2:30am and I cant sleep. I've got a lot on my mind. I've been very sick lately. I'm not sure if its from my recent anxiety for what but its very very annoying and depressing. I feel like I'm losing one of my most favorite people in the world and it hurts. Its gotten to the point where I don't know what to do except sit here and wait. Wait for my pain to go away, my anxiety to leave, and my most precious thing in the world to come back to me.
Since I've been thinking a lot, I've been thinking of all the reason I fell in love with Cody, for those of you who don't know who that is, he is my boyfriend of 8 months. But I assure you,